Phoenix
In November 2021, I attended Astrofest and unfortunately was one of the many who were affected by the tragedy. I thought that having a near-death experience was going to be the worst part, but it wasn’t— it was the aftermath. I saw a therapist for months after to deal with the trauma I was living with. I still struggle with claustrophobia and feelings of anxiety when I hear any of his music or think too hard about it. This past November was one year since the event and instead of letting the depression sink in, I decided to channel that energy and express myself. I designed this ensemble in response to how I felt toward Astrofest. I took specific inspiration from the phoenix that was shown digitally at the concert right before the crowd surge happened, because that is the last thing I remember clearly.
Design Process
Draping
Patternmaking
Gathering
The phoenix symbolizes immorality, resurrection, and life after death. Legend has it that there is only one phoenix alive at a time, and the bird has a lifespan of 500 years. When the phoenix is about to die, it builds itself a nest and sets itself on fire— arguably dying in one of the most brutal ways. Then from the ashes of the embers created by the phoenix’s self-immolation, a new phoenix is reborn.The corset is composed of three layers—polyester satin, canvas, and brocade—with grommets tied up by ribbon as closures. The skirt is composed of red-black ombre organza and lined with black polyester satin. The organza represents the colors of the phoenix. Phoenix derives from ancient Greek meaning “red”.
Received “Best in Show” at The Fashion Event 2023
